In my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby

Like I said I have a new journal. I've actually had a comment about it being Friends Only. Let me share it with you.

(Anonymous)
2005-04-11 19:03 (link) 
fuck you if your gonna be like that then just go fuck off and plus you are probably talkin shit bout me anyways

If it really bugs you that much about my journal being Friends Only then make a journal. Duh(?) Then you can comment on that entry and I would add you then you could see what I'm saying. But it's your choice. And no I wasn't talking shit. Not about anyone. Or atleast not yet. I have no one to talk shit about. Because I'm not wasting my time with that. Think what you want. Go ahead and talk shit about me. It's your opinion, I like the way I am and I'm not going to change for you. I don't care who it is. That's not the person I am or will ever be. I'm not trying to get people to like me. If you like me wonderful I'm glad if not that's your problem don't take it out on me. Like I said I'm Callie, if you don't like it FUCK YOU.

Alright now that I have that out of the way. Sorry it just bugs me when people say that, and I know it shouldn't. I had fun today. Maybe I'll tell you about it in the other journal. Alright bitches that's enough of this. I'm off to do more important things.

I've gone through 3 journals before some people go through one.
Yah you guessed it. I made a new journal.
All credit goes to me. I made one on my own.
Thank you. Anyway.. Click for the link :D
Livejournal is so much better than Caleida or Xanga.
Will update tonight. So check it out ;)

Guess it's time for an update since it's been almost a week. Spring Break was going awesome. One of my better ones. Colleen stayed over on Monday. We fucked around with my brother's friends and some of ours. It was funny. She isn't allowed over ever again as her mom said. Whatever. She can suck my pene. But yesterday was super hot. Taught Claire a little more about softball. Jessi and Nate got burnt. Jessi's pretty bad but I haven't seen Nate. Big suprise I haven't seen him in FOREVER.  April Fool's tomorrow. I'm gonna get some people good. Hah AJ just laughed like a girl. It was great. Katrina is still in Murtle Beach. Hopefully she's having a better time than us. You know since we have school and they don't. Ugh. I dislike Lemmermen. But yah. Who could possibly be more insanely gorgeous than Bert McCracken. Gosh he's amazing. And Gerard Way. The most beautiful people to walk on the earth <3. Anyway. Friday is tomorrow. Exciting. Then the weekend.  Fun. I think I have the journal layout I want in mind I just need to find out how to get it. Hah. I painted my nails. I'm so rad.

Warped tickets went on sale.

Thu 7/21/2005
Tower City Amphitheatre
ClevelandOH
 
Fri 7/22/2005
Riverbend Music Center
CincinnatiOH
 
Sat 6/18/2005
Germain Amphitheater
ColumbusOH

Michelle went off on Brandon today in Science. It was the best thing ever. I have the most respect for her now. Brandon sucks. Dumbass.
::Our class talking about the difference between hicks and hillbillies::
Michelle: I'm a hick
Brandon: No you're goth
Michelle: No goth is a religion.
Brandon: But you wear black
Michelle: *points around the room at everyone who is wearing black* (everyone but 2 people)
Rea: Megan painted her nails black. She isn't goth.
Me: Raises nails. [Of course mine our black. Only color they will be.]

But yah. Next time someone calls me that I'm swear to G-O-sh I'm going to go off. Katrina almost flipped out on my dad for saying it. Because she bit my arm (left a black and blue mark :D) and he was like "What is that what gothic people do now a days?" She was pissed, as so was I. I hate boys. Especially my family. They don't understand anything. Maybe one day they'll open their minds and realize everyone is NOT the same and NEVER will be. They need to get use to it. And I am NEVER going to be like ANYONE else. I am not a prep, punk, jock or goth. I'm Callie. If you don't like it. Fuck you.

Spring Break is going suprisingly better than I thought it was. Friday I went to Findlay. Bought a new wicked belt for $24. Got some earrings for $15. Ate at Coney Island. Love it! Katrina came over. Suddenly got a case of mADsHIftkEYLOvE. She was here till about 8. Went and got my hair chopped off. Went to Dairy Queen. Came home. Called Jessi. We had a wicked night. Remember it was full moon. Wanna see what we did? It's funny.
Jessi.... 1-2
Me... 1-2
Together... 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8
Watched Room Raiders till about 3. Fell asleep. Got up around 9:30. Had some of Colleen's specialty pancakes. Jessi curled my freshly chopped hair. Chilled outside for a while. She went home. Mom and dad got up. I chopped off my mom's hair. 5 inches. w00t. But yah. Went to Great Scot. My brother had a friend over who wasn't half bad looking. His cell phone went off. His ringtone was Three Days Grace "I hate everything about you" and I look over and said "Dude that song rocks" it was great. Made my day. Seen a guy in Great Scot who wasn't half bad looking. You know. Can't wait to put my new earrings in. The pain is such a rush. I love it. But anyway.. Claire and me colored eggs. Weird, we're actually getting along today. I need to do something tonight. Maybe we can rent movies and some shit. Tomorrow is Easter. Finally get to see all my awesome cousins. Mario and Vinny from Toledo who I see about 3 times a year. Zach who's just always busy. Angie, she's been busy with Tony in rehab (the blowing up garage incident) yah he's doing totally better. He just can't eat or talk. But he'll get there. Alright this is getting pretty long. Time to eat. Can someone actually comment this time?!

Guess Colleen had a bad birthday. She was home alone.. just like me on my birthday. We are unloved, that's why we are best friends. No but seriously. Today I had a dentist appointment at 4:00 to glue my bracket back on [because obviously it fell off] hopefully it wasn't the gum 0=) But instead of just going to glue it on she tightened all my bands. It's been less than 2 weeks since I've had them done. Next appointment is April 6th. She put bands on my teeth to get rid of the space and it's amazing. It worked in like less than an hour, but it's painful. Whatever, I suffer for pretty teeth :D. I can NOT wait till Friday. Sarah's been wanting to hang out with me because you know I'm irresistible [yah right] but I asked her to hang out this weekend. Maybe we catch a movie with Colleen or something. Sounds like fun. Hopefully she can. Emerson is totally knocked down now. It's sad. Damn them people. I hate this city. I hate the world and I hate the president. He can suck my balls. Colleen talked to -someone- yesterday in 6th period. She asked why we don't talk anymore. They didn't know. All trying to blame it on me. And NO I'm not saying any names because you -beeeeeeeeeep- don't need to know who I'm talking about. Hah. But thanks to a special person our friendship was ruined. Whatever. They need to learn somehow right? Their loss, or mine...? Okay. St. Patrick's day tomorrow. Colleen's giving out titty twisters to people not wearing green. My idea. Alright. No one is on. Are they ever? Peace

Whoa dude. Check this out..
Her hair. Amazing.
Her make-up. Radical.
Could I pull them off? Not saying I will though.

Sunday is my one year anniversary with my eyebrow ring <3

Happy birthday to:

Colleen - 15                 My shishy. She's the best.
Young Buck - 24           Don't know who he is he was just in the paper :\
Mark Hoppus - 33               <333 I'm hot.

Back to writing...

I'm going to have to think of a new updating schedule because I can't do it anymore on Sunday's because of the Sunday Stew. I love the Sunday Stew. Pimp my ride, damage control, punk'd and Viva la bam. Wonderful.Had championships Saturday and Sunday in Lima. What fun. Got up at 6:30. Went to school. Another Monday. I found something out. Thought I'd let you in on that. If anyone was planning on going. Probably not. They're almost done tearing down Emerson. Let-me-show-you-the-pics. Okay. I have nothing to say. Jessi wants me to got to the ymca with her, Sarah, Todd and Nate on Wednesday. Riiiiiiiight. Katrina says I need to meet new people. She thinks I could find someone intresting or something. Guess I could give it a try. I mean besides the fact that I'm the shyest person ever and I don't give a f--k what people think of me. I guess I'm a "poseur" [::cringes:: I HATE that word] because I'm pretending to be something I'm not? Wtf. The only time I am ever posing is on Halloween. I am who I am and I'm not trying to be anyone else because everyone else sucks. Especially the president. Thank you. Because obviously my friends right now don't have time for me. Whatever. Katrina is awesome. I love that girl to death. Sarah needs to get on I have to ask her something! Man this band is the shit. Lemme tell ya. Eh I have nothing to say.

"If assholes could fly this would be an airport"-My Brother. Loser.

( Totally Rad Song )

Taste Of Chaos kicked major ass. Best concert I've ever been to. I'd go again in a heartbeat. We seen like 7 bands but I can't remember all the names. Saosin, Underoath, Senses Fail, Killswitched engaged, My Chemical Romance and The Used. All the bands were totally awesome. There were so many BEAUTIFUL people there. Two in particular. One was behind us almost the whole concert and the other one was in the mosh. Gorgeous. I have pictures. Becca smacked some kid's ass. Then Holly kicked him and Eia's mom hit his ass. "Quit hitting my ass" it was halarious. The next day my right arm from the thumb to my elbow was sore (I can only imagine how Katrina's felt) My hearing was fine (Hopefully Holly's was okay) I felt totally grungy. I skipped softball yesterday and my mom got pissed and told me I was grounded for 6 months. Loser. I told her I was cut today but hell I don't know if I am. And I don't really care because I'm not having practice 3 hours everyday and 5 on Saturday. Fuck that shit. I'm back to my story. Page 41. I guess I should post the pictures no one wants to hear my lame ass stories. I will fore warn you. They're huge.

Senses Fail
One, Uno, 1!
Two, Dos, 2!
Three, Tres, 3!

My Chemical Romance
One, Uno, 1!
Two, Dos, 2!
Three, Tres 3!
Four, Cuatro, 4!

The Used
One, Uno, 1!
Two, Dos, 2!
Three, Tres, 3!
Four, Cuatro, 4!
Five, Cinco, 5!
Six, Seis, 6!

Bert McCracken (yah he gets his own because he's a god)
One, Uno, 1!
Two, Dos, 2!

Long time no entry. No time to update. NOTHING happened so blah. Today has been the best day in like 2 or 3 weeks and I shall explain. I went to sleep at 11:30 like usual after watching the SUNDAY STEW!!!! Got up 20 minutes early. I felt awesome for getting up at fucking 6:30 or whatever time it was. Went to school. Jessi looked mad when I seen her so that made me cautious but she wasn't :D Okay I'm going to vent a little because I'm saying this. Jessi said Sarah doesn't think I like her because I never call her to hang out or whatever. That pissed me off. Just because I don't call doesn't mean I don't like you. I mean I have this thing against phones. I HATE them. Except cell phones. But Sarah I AM your friend and I do want to spend time with you because you're like my sister that I never see. I would do anything for you. You are one of the best people I know. I don't know where I would be without you. But you CAN call me. I am always here. I will clear my schedule (if I had one) just to hang out with you like we use to. Alright I got that out. Went to softball. Had the BEST time I ever have. I love softball. We got to bat. OMG I was so happy. I was so pumped up afterwards. I was shaking 45 minutes after practice. Then it hit me. I started throwing up. Yah like I always do. Little annorexic Callie. I think I only counted to 7 or 8. I missed swimming because of it which is probably good because I could of had a heartattack. That would suck. No. Yah. No. Mom came home with a present for Callie. AHHHH!!!! <33333 OMG! Breath shortage when she gave it to me. It took an hour of crying yesterday, screaming, debating and comprimising but I got it. I brought 2 of my F's up to D's. I am da bomb fa sho. Today is just the best day I could ever imagine. If I'm this happy today I can only imagine what awaits for tomorrow! I shall leave you with that comment. Peace out loves.

I don't like my journal. I get tired of seeing it all the time. I'm going to make a new one when I have enough time which won't be for a long time. Softball started. The only day we have off is Sunday. That sucks balls. The dance is Friday and we have practice. Jessi and Me are skipping. Because I have to get my hair and make up done. Hopefully Holly turned the permission slip in for Eia. I told Sarah about her tutu and it made her laugh. I didn't go to school Tuesday because I couldn't move. Softball hurts. Jessi will feel the rath tomorrow. I'm failing two classes that I know of. I'm pissed. I hate grades. Claire just got home from a basketball game with Stephanie's little sister Brittany. My brother tried telling my mom that I had some Eddie kid over last night and he snuck out my window. I don't even know the kid. Colleen told my brother I went into school bitching about how Brooke and Brooklyn were here yesterday. Please. She asked me if they were here and I told her yes. Even if I don't like them I'm not going to complain. Especially to her. She has a big mouth (no offense shishy). Claire wants a new hampster. Well another one. I pushed my earrings all the way through and my right one hurts. Damn. I need to let them heal. Alright it's getting late well late enough for me. I need plans for this weekend. Maybe I can chill wif Jessi and Nate since I haven't seen Nate since mid January was it? Seems like forever with that kid. I met another kid off the internet. He's pretty cute. Alright I'm done. kthx

Another entry by me. Feel special. Got up at nine today for softball. It was actually fun. But Jessi didn't go because she was "sick". Whatever. She doesn't have to do softball if she doesn't want to. Her decision. I was thinking about the rest of the week. It's going to be crazy. School from 7:30 to 2:30 and softball from 3:50-5:30 then swimming at 6-7:30. And seeing as it does take time to get from the schools to the y. It's insane. Whatever. Weight loss (?) Oh yah :) Mom says I have to start "eating healthier" my pizza and pop diet isn't working for her. Hah. I haven't ate pizza in forever. Ahh. Anyway. I think Claire is anorexic. Yah my sister. She hasn't ate today and refuses to eat because she "doesn't like eating." Wtf is that? I want to hit her. She is fucking 10 and not eating. That tells me what type of person she's going to be. Damn her. My mom and Claire ripped up the carpet in the hallway. Because they don't want to clean it (?). They want to get tile and well I have a few things to say about that. I suggested laminate flooring. Winterfest is Friday! I'm so excited. I have to ask about softball because I'm not going to have time to get ready if we have practice. Gosh my earring things hurt. Got some new shoes today. They're the secks. You have to see them. Eia you still getting ahold of Holly? Still doing my make up? If you're going to the dance with Holly how are you doing my make up? I told my mom about T.o.C. She said she'd rather see Greenday I'm like "Mom you don't have to go Katrina's mom can take me and I'll pay for the ticket." Then I let her listen to Papa Roach. She likes them better than The Used. I seen the new My Chemical Romance video "Helena" man one thing. I don't think I've ever seen a hotter video IN MY LIFE. Such a beautiful man. And I can't pronounce his name. Gerard. Alright I'm done. I'm not expecting comments <X3

Friday. Stayed at home. Hung out with AJ for a little while. Stole his beanie. I love it so much. And he actually let me wear it. Isn't he nice? Fa sho how gangstaaaa am I? Oh you know. Yah AJs gangster. He looks totally blown. It's funny. He got impatient with my camera. Little bastard. Hah. Josh is just a loser. Saturday I just hung out here. Claire and Ragan were suppose to go see a movie but it never happened because my dad's vehicle is fucked up. He needs a new one. His is a piece of shit lol. Mom was to fucking lazy to take them. She got a job offer to work for the school. How awesome. She doesn't want to take it right now though. Today I went to Colleen's about four. We watched Thirteen for the second time and Darkness Falls for like the fifth time. Fun fun. Then took Carrie to McDonald's to find Brandi but she wasn't there. They dropped me off. Got a shower watched Punk'd and now am on the computer. And it's past 11:30 so I'm gonna have to go. I'm working on this new sleep routine so I can get my grades up and not sleep in class because I'm like failing english and such. Didn't see mom tonight so I'll ask her about Taste of Chaos tomorrow. I'm gonna have to start abbreviating that. T.o.C. yah. That's it. Alright off to my room. I like how people comment. Grr. It's because I didn't say comment in the entry huh? Damnit. Grr. I shouldn't have to. </3

Howdy ya'll. How be you today? Me I'm just dandy. This entry is going to be a bullshit entry because I feel like having one. Got a problem with it? Deal biaaatch. Hah. Let's tell you about my day. Colleen came to school. Fixed my locker. Man Jacki's had ISIP all damn week. Girl need to be good. Last week Mr. Renz wasn't there in health class so we went to the library and watched a movie that only took like one third of the class period. Brittany had Sarah and me dying. She is such a loser. Haha. Gotta love her. She caught chlamydia. Uno. Dos. It burned her eyes, as you can imagine it would. Naw I'm just playing. That's actually Sarah's allergy cream for her eyes. Brittany put a little to much on and said that chlamydia caked her eyes shut. But we were laughing so damn hard. We were in tears and I got the hiccups. It burned so bad she had to whipe it off. Poor girl haha. Last night I took my brother's New York hat and put it on. He said I looked like Lil Jon. So I took the opportunity to make myself resemble him a little more. Uno. Dos. Tres. Notice the fucking bling on my glasses yo. Yeah then he played a Lil Jon song and I started singing along because I am just that damn good. Alright that's really all I wanted to say. Just had to get the pictures off my camera. I told my mom about the papa roach concert because they played scars on the zone. My mom said she wouldn't mind seeing Greenday in concert. How fucking awesome is that shit? Man. I need to ask her about Taste O` Chaos and Papa Roach. I told Jessi about the Papa Roach concert to see if she wanted to go but I know she doesn't like them. Let's just see what she says. Winterfest next Friday. Beep Beep Woo Woo. Katrina.. you going? Jessi can't do my hair so.. I might have to mommmmmmmmy do it. Doesn't bother me as long as I get it done. Whatever. I'm done. My tv show is on. Law and Order. Man that shit is off tha heezy fa sho you know. Peace Love and Bert McCracken. (Lead singer of The Used) How cool is that name? Katrina changed her name and I'm changing mine to that. kthx.

Wonderful Weekends. Great. Let's get it started now. Friday I rested up. I was in pain I pulled like 3 muscles. I hurt. Katrina asked me to go to Toledo and stay with her at my aunts. That sounds weird. She asks me to stay at my aunts. Hah. Say it out loud.. anyway. I didn't because well.. staying up watching movies, sleeping on a loveseat, 5 hours of sleep, neck pains, driving home, getting up at like 8, please. Saturday had my meet. Toledo had like 40 million people and we had like 20 so we lost. I swam 950 yards. Pretty damn good if you ask me. Seen my FAVORITE swim coach ever. I miss him. Came home. Katrina came over. Seen her wicked hair. Watched some GC dvd. She left. Watched Crybaby. Johnny Depp looks good in there. No he isn't cute. He's older than my dad. That's just WRONG. Called Carrie and Colleen. They got mad because I was watching the movie and not talking. Whatever hah. Got up at noon. Went to Findlay wif Colleen about 3. Seen Boogeyman. I'll give you a tip. Wait till it comes out on video. You'll save money. The ending sucked. Bought a smoothie. Had a carshow in the mall. Sat in about 20 cars. Found my dream car. Colleen like some black car, red firebird (awesome interior. Pimp I must say), Corvette (Pimp shit) and a truck. My dream car is a honda civic man it's hot. I have a question. Is pepperoni concidered meat? Random. I was thinking of what Katrina would eat if she ever stayed the night at my house hah. Damn all I had to eat today was 3 cookies and half a smoothie I shared wif Colleen. Now I'm hungry. Need water.
Could I rock a.....................
Multiple lip rings? It's hard to smile wif them.
Lip ring? Just maybe 0=)
Nose ring? Hah. Nose rings are so ugly. Trendy shit. Overrated.
Notice the element shirt. Which is the sex I must say.
Claire's haircut. Looks better short.
WTF mate? Bobetta Agnes is the sexiest hampster ever.
Alright I think I'm done. Comment and make my day. Whore.

P.S. I'm a fake. Deal. (I<3TheSong)